Part of me wonders are you sticking around just because of my operation.

Part of me couldnt care less, I will enjoy any remaining time I am given with you.

If you decide our paths must follow different directions I hope they run parrellel.

So disheartened in the gym this morning… The last few months of hard work are going to waste over the next few months…

Soon be time to start a fresh..

Probably my last time in the gym tomorrow before my operation… Gonna need some serious motivation to get back on my feet :/

I know you will always be in my life… that thought keeps me safe